Others might see me as a strong and a positive person, but the truth is i'm not. I had suffered so many trials, so many consequences, and so many pain. I tried my best to fight and endure everything. I tried my best to walk on the right path and follow God's command. Suddenly, everything turned down, my dumbness and weaknesses led me to walk into the path of darkness. I was blinded and had broke my promises to him. I thought I'm strong enough to walk on my own but I'm not. The words of righteosness that changed my entire being was forgotten. That was the worst nightmare I ever had. In spite of what had happened, I still called HIS name and asked for HIS mercy. I asked HIM to wake me up and to help me to start again. I know I am worthless, I'm nothing without HIM, that's why in times of trouble i know that He was the only one that I could look up to. I didn't lose hope even if sometimes I tend to judge myself, but still I felt his presence. God never fails me, my prayers were heared. He offered his hand and lent me strength. He helped me to walk again and gave me light. Here I am today, serving Him with all my heart, with all my being and soul. I'm still afraid that time will come I'm going to fail again and walk into a wrong path. But the fact of having Him by my side gives me courage to go on. I had learned that failures were given to us not to weaken us but instead to make us strong. Everything that happened to me taught me how good our God is.
Thank You Lord for always being there when I need YOU!
