Love that needs to be Sacrifice

Do you know the feeling of letting go of the person you used to be so close before? The person who used to be with you in times of sadness. The person who laughs with you in times of joy and happiness. The person who shares good memories with you to treasure forever. The person who used to be your closest friend that later on became a stranger...

My message for that person is, I never regret that I met you. I never regret that I found you. What I'm regreting is that I loved you. I will say the most common "dialogue" that most of the people say when it is too late for them to change everything, "If only I can bring back the time but I can't." You're the best friend one could have and I'm too dumb to let you go. But one thing I would like to make you understand, I'm not doing this because I want to, I'm doing this because it's needed and it's the right thing to do. You know from the start how much you mean to
me, but you also know from the start that I'm willing to sacrifice everything just for HIM. I admit I'm now suffering from sadness and pain because of losing you, but I know this is just permanent. I believe that time will come I will be fine. I'd rather choose to lose you and suffer a short term of pain, than losing my God and will be going to suffer an incomplete and dark life. They say that life si reality and not a fairytale. It does not always have a happy ending. But for me life is a fairytale when you have your God, because a person with God will surelly have a happy ending that will last forever.

Even though I decided to put a gap between us, but I just want to tell you that you're always remembered. I'm just hoping that when time comes that our roads will be going to cross again, we will be both saying that,"Thank God we made It". Maybe we just need to give the both of us a time to just forget everything and start again as Best of Friends..